i am yours

an ode to nice guyssss

simply brilliant article...loved it :)....
..its soo true
http://www.stwing.upenn.edu/~jenf/writing/rant04.html

I feel happy now..:)

A Letter To ME from me

stading on the mountains i climed...

hearing the chains in my legs chime..

i try to listen to you...

in silence i try to find a voice..

passing a bondage as a choice...

i still try to listen to you..

i have all but nothing have i..

i feel claustrophobic in this limitless sky..

i am trying to listen and listen to you..

i m trying to listen but dont hear..

maybe you have fell silent out of fear..

hey me ,i want to listen to you..

you are there i know..

but covered yourself with this dark snow..

maybe when the time is right youll show..

maybe when the time is right youll show..

hey me,dont wait

try to come before its too late..

~written by me to me

Guilty For not being guilty enough

have you ever felt guilty for not feeling guilty enough....
i mean...u know u did something wrong..knowingly or unkowingly..u know that and you are supposed to feel for it...
but all u feel is this just a glimpse of guilt...on the contrary u feel guilty for not feeling guilty enough...
am i emoitionless...maybe...m i the Bad man ..:P...donno...
now which one is the conscience...the one that is not feeling guilty enough...or the one that is telling me that i am not feeeling guilty enough......

maybe practicality is taking over emotions...maybe it was always the case....donno

I KNow

m happier...
not beacause i achieved all goals...
not because situations around me changed
not because i won any money.......

m happy because i know
i know me...
a bit beter..
a bit clearer....

i know a few of my flaws..
i accept my weaknesses...
i know when i am procrastinating...
when i am cribbing..
when i am just taking it easy..
when i am just being the worse me

i dont stop...
but i know...
i know its the wrong side of me in play...
i know and accept...
that its me....

i am happy because i know..
what i want...to some extent..
i know where i am headed...to some extent..
the horizon is clearer...
the picture is less hazier...

m happy becase i know..atleast something