DREAMER

Nostalgia--an ode to college life and friends

2011-02-17T15:25:00.000-08:00

A BIIG thank you to all people who shared this video-- helping it become one of the top most viewed videos in India this month
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sabse peeche hum khade

2010-03-06T20:37:00.001-08:00

2010-02-10T07:02:00.003-08:00

i am yours

2009-11-27T00:16:00.001-08:00

an ode to nice guyssss

2009-10-06T19:13:00.000-07:00

simply brilliant article...loved it :)....
..its soo true
http://www.stwing.upenn.edu/~jenf/writing/rant04.html

I feel happy now..:)

2009-09-24T19:26:00.000-07:00

A Letter To ME from me

2009-09-24T13:00:00.001-07:00

stading on the mountains i climed...

hearing the chains in my legs chime..

i try to listen to you...

in silence i try to find a voice..

passing a bondage as a choice...

i still try to listen to you..

i have all but nothing have i..

i feel claustrophobic in this limitless sky..

i am trying to listen and listen to you..

i m trying to listen but dont hear..

maybe you have fell silent out of fear..

hey me ,i want to listen to you..

you are there i know..

but covered yourself with this dark snow..

maybe when the time is right youll show..

hey me,dont wait

try to come before its too late..

~written by me to me

Guilty For not being guilty enough

2009-09-22T21:55:00.000-07:00

have you ever felt guilty for not feeling guilty enough....
i mean...u know u did something wrong..knowingly or unkowingly..u know that and you are supposed to feel for it...
but all u feel is this just a glimpse of guilt...on the contrary u feel guilty for not feeling guilty enough...
am i emoitionless...maybe...m i the Bad man ..:P...donno...
now which one is the conscience...the one that is not feeling guilty enough...or the one that is telling me that i am not feeeling guilty enough......

maybe practicality is taking over emotions...maybe it was always the case....donno

I KNow

2009-09-08T19:48:00.000-07:00

m happier...
not beacause i achieved all goals...
not because situations around me changed
not because i won any money.......

m happy because i know
i know me...
a bit beter..
a bit clearer....

i know a few of my flaws..
i accept my weaknesses...
i know when i am procrastinating...
when i am cribbing..
when i am just taking it easy..
when i am just being the worse me

i dont stop...
but i know...
i know its the wrong side of me in play...
i know and accept...
that its me....

i am happy because i know..
what i want...to some extent..
i know where i am headed...to some extent..
the horizon is clearer...
the picture is less hazier...

m happy becase i know..atleast something

Vomiting my hurt

2006-12-19T11:08:00.000-08:00

sometimes ppl hurt u...sometimes u feel hurt cause of dem...some times its intentional sometimes unintentional................
who knows whos at fault...whos da victim whos the victimiser.....u always feel urself as da former
watever be da case ...sometimes ur not sure whether u r the former or not...and da other person is latter or not...but u r sure dat da other person is surely not da former...wat do u do den

well i forgive and forget(maybe)......................i forgive everyone who ever hurt me......intentionally or unintentionally..................ill try not to have any malign for them.............i forgive forgive...even if they dont want it..even if dey dont realise it...even if they dont think they ought to..even if they dont deserve..even if dey dont require..i forgive
if u keep it inside it eats u only....

and if i hurt anyone which i know i have..i sincerely apologise and ask for forgiveness....i hope ill get it....................

ill try to forgive all from da heart..i know its tough but imp

jesus said
"if u feel like hailing coal on somebodys head, the best way is forgive dat person"....i hope i am able to do dat............................

i sincerely wish all those great sucess and happiness in life......i hope u dont do dat to anyone again ever..intentionally or unintentionally...cause sometimes it hurts pretty badly

all da very best in life..........may god bless u

Lead India 2020....first touch

2006-10-07T11:32:00.000-07:00

LEAD INDIA

Today i fulfilled my long cherished dream of doing some social service my way. I joined lead india .My work is in career development aspect. my job is to train people in things like public speaking ...wooow...i always wanted to do dat...did it in my college but only briefly...but wat i did today really changed me

thanks to my friend narrottam....i went to this school called oasis...there were 125 students waiting for being trained..i mean seeing their enthusiasm...i was shocked...i mean pleasently surprised......wen i atarted my session...it was a revelation for me...it went sooooo goood....i used some of my own techniques dat i had invented...most famous one was blah blah technique.....it became sort of anthem...and best part was wen i could actually see diffrence in students withen 4 hr session......we broke their jinx...helped them overcome the stage fright...that first time fear...one girl on 9th standard who was so terrified to speak in public initially was volunteering to speak by the end of session....dat was something...maybe we did something right :)

and wen the session ended the students did something unthinkable....they asked for my autograph...omg....i was like wooooooow....soooooo much respect...i was awed....i mean i learned more than them...these students really changed me....i was on cloud nine

now the mission of lead india is to train 25000 engineering students in areas like physical,mental,carreer,social and spiritual development this year..ill be handling carreer... ..and i pledge to help them in that...just pray i m able to give back something..lets see...even if i change one life ill be satisfied

2006-09-11T05:04:00.000-07:00

IF U DONT STAND FOR SOMETHING,U WILL FALL FOR EVERYTHING......................think about it

BEST WAY OF TRANSPORTATION

2006-09-10T01:16:00.000-07:00

the transport industry is now looking fot the best way of transportaion...they are frantically searching for something radical...revolutionary...as the next gen transportation.....si lets see wat charecteristics such a transportation have

it should be very safe...obviously....

oil is drying up...so least fuel consumption.......

eco friendly.

good ground clearence for indian roads

should give a sense of superiority to the driver over other drivers of other transports

yes should be unique

should be able to maneuver through tough terrain

intelligent enough to avoid collisions in case the driver dozes off...yes its true..ive seen ppl dozing off while driving...sincerely

so lo behold i here present the transport which meets all these criteria...its robust..safe and wat not.....design is taken from the scriptures...but was ignored for a looong time......here it is

haha its safe...no other vehicle will mess with it......
ground clearence is awesome.......
sense of superiority for driver...obviously
no petrol diesel needed...(though will eat tonnes of other things)
eco friendly ..if u ignore the natural source of air pollution
speed...max possible in such traffic
and yes unique.......

plusss...u dont need a liscence...nice na
so i solved this biiiig problem of best way of transport in a GRAND and BIIIIG way.....i deserve a nobel prize for it
*note the picture was taken by me...so no copyright infringement

2006-09-10T00:22:00.000-07:00

yahoo does great stuff(but still theres a flaw)

yahoo hits badly at phishers...great going

yahoo finally did something worth mentioning agaisnt phishers...i always thot that there shuld be something personal for every individual...something visual for ppl...which cannot be easily duplicated by a machine for identifiaction..and yahoo has done it...thugh partially..it assignes a picture from your computer and one colour as your seal color...this is like coustomised seal for your computer which will tell u weather u are on a genuine yahoo login page or some phisher is taking u for a ride..its great cause alteast now there would be an easy distinction.......

though it cannot stop phishing....u wanna know why??...theres no fix for stupidity and phishers now rely on social enginnering skils and not technical.........they can still send a simple mail asking for password confiramation...and just add a line that "since theres a bug in our system or since this is older version of yahoo...or ur browser is not supporting the newer version....seal is temporarily deactivated..."

and i can bet out of 1000 ppl atleast 10 will happily give their passwords...wat a waste

but this will definitly..reduce the no of phishing attacks.......yahoo has made its move ..lets see how phishers hit back.......

as far as my opinion is concerned...phishers are not gonna change their statergy..cause most victims are newbies who dont know wat phishing is....they will still fall in the trap...but for the small percentage who are aware..it will be a boon...

one more thing...yahoo did great by putting this seal creation notice on front page...but the way they put it...i wuld say is stupid...common..it seems like an advertisement...a flap..a page cover.....put that in bold letters...BIG BOLD LETTERS..only then will ppl actually care to activate it

FLAW I NOW DISCOVERED

i posted that im very impressed with the new step.....now am adding more to it...theres a major flaw..in this system.........dont beleive me.........just delete cookies and try logging it again....the seal will be gone......ull get it back by simply clicking refresh....but this is enough to make a user less serious......wen he knows that u get the seal sometimes....but sometimes due to some cookie thing it does not show on legitimate site...its enough to make him drop his guard....he may assume that rarely this seal may not come...and this rare chance is enough for phishers....think from a naive users point of view.

.......its like crying wolf wen theres none...suppose ur fire alrm goes off many times without actual fire....wen it will beep during actual fire...ull be less serious...ur first reaction wuld be....must be another fake alarm...wat do ya think

irwin irwin.......well miss you

2006-09-05T10:02:00.000-07:00

irwin irwin...why did u have to go...this is not it ..just not it....u were invincible...u were a superhero...wen ppl said theres high probability dat ull die..u defied them...u were just superhuman....but u died wen dey said rarely ppl die.... maybe it was time..watever god had in mind...but u really did a marvelous job....u drove millions of youngsters towards zoology...u taught us bout so many things we never knew.....u were a true conservationist.. atleast u died doing wat u loved the most....hats off to u........ u taught us...do wat u love and sucess will follow..u followed it right til the end..u were a daredevil well miss u ....we all will............

Results announced

2006-09-03T05:02:00.000-07:00

S grade in project....kewwwwwlll..highest grade possible...wow.....chapar chapar paid offff....see my first blog entry for details

2006-09-03T04:07:00.001-07:00

i beleive if m out of sight ..im out of mind of almost all ppl.....not many remember me.................i dont know..i mean they do recognise me ..but nobody bothers to or tries to stay in touch..maybe it seems there is some invisible wall around me...maybe dats de impression i give...but i think ive already been approachable...i think so......

2006-09-03T04:07:00.000-07:00

tere bin mein yun kaise jiya....kaise jiya tere bin...........ufffffffffffff

self motivation..at its worst

2006-08-08T21:54:00.000-07:00

lad ke kar le kuch chod ye orkut shorkut....maddy go and study.........kuch pana hai kuch kar dikhana hai...................................................

Need to flyyy

2006-08-06T22:16:00.000-07:00

let me now sart refocussing on my orignal dream......sucess ...big time...lots of things to do...miles to go before i sleep....miles to go before i sleep.

wat can i say..the fire needs to be reignited....caareer caareer caareer...maddy wake up now...no more walking...for ur aims u need to run...fly

maddy returns

ishq ya dosti

2006-08-06T11:32:00.000-07:00

let me post some of my orignal shayri...

har dil ka koi dildaar nahin hota
har koi ishq ke liye taiyaar nahin hota
hum to dil chuke the unhein
aur wo kehte hain..dosti ka matlab pyaar nahin hota.

random..dont ask me

2006-08-06T11:28:00.000-07:00

maybe its true..i thot it was...maybe not completly...but today i think its not ..maybe it was all in my mind...just my imagination...but it was not..how can it be......maybe it had some substance...but wat next..maybe i just leave it..just forget...let me not do anything.........i dont know..lets seee.....lets just try to forget ..let it be like dat.....ouch

Viva...Doeacc A

2006-08-05T02:29:00.000-07:00

hmm..so lets start...well finally gave my project viva....like always i went on chapar chapar chapar...explaining the functionalities..limitations....blah blah blah of my project...supposedely impressed the examiner...my stepper didnt work so didnt take it with me and convinced the examiner that it would have been of too high standard for DOEACC A...
so now i think i shuld try trusting my convincing power...im not so bad at it...maybe have a future in marketing or HR..lets see